My friend gave me this book for my birthday. And at first I was like, "Perfect" ? When I read the first chapter I expected it to be a self-help book about not committing suicide, and at that point I was wondering WHY my friend would give me a book about a teenager contemplating suicide. But as I read on I learned it wasn't about suicide, it WAS suicide . . . okay, that sounded much better in my head. It was beautiful, compelling, and riveting. It brought tears to my eye and I... I just... I just... I can't even ;o;